i want happiness.

End of school holidays, hello new school term.

2011-10-28T13:38:00.009+08:00

haji lane and steamboat with isabel

Times in Bangkok

Timbre & manicure outing with robindaughters

Singing k and pasta mania with yanling

Rouyin's birthday.. etc :D

Holidays' over, boohoo :(

Back to projects and assignment reports, the busy reality.

Ciaos, going to meet Meijing for dental and dinner at soupspoon ltr before heading to Universal Studio Halloween's spectacular to meet Rouyin, Koli and Jess. Annyeong! ^^

Dreamy..

2011-10-03T18:56:00.004+08:00

these goals just somehow linger in my head for somewhile alry. so yea, before, i forget .... i just want to note it down so as to remind myself this is what i want.

before i step into my twenties:

i would like to work at a yogurt shop.

i would like to be a tuition teacher like sufen jiejie.

twenties to thirties:

i would like to become an air stewardess.

i would like to do volunteer work.

i would like to complete my degree.

i would like to become a event manager or wedding planner.

i would like to become a mother (hahaha)

after thirties:

i would like to open a mini cafe at a serenity spot beside a green patch of land.

all these are my dreams & goals. will it come true? please sit back and watch and give me the support, thanks darlings! hehehehe,

a short ramdom update

2011-10-03T17:50:00.010+08:00

I am less busy naww, finally get to sleep in today. Robinsons expo sale ended, and so is my temporary job. The best things I have gained is a bunch of new friends. We have stories that bind us to become close. I feel weird not working and seeing them today, alry got used to that routine for the past two weeks. I'll be seeing them tmrw, shooo looking forward.

This month is the last month of tutoring too becos' next month the kids holidays are about to commence. I still remember when i was a kid, I always look forward to November-December holidays to come. The best thing was there's no tuition, can get to play all the time. During holidays mummy always bring us around Singapore, and me and sis would get lots of new clothes, accessories, bags and writing materials in preparation for the new year school term. And there's halloween and christmas celebrations with cousins at chalet. It's really fun.

Reminiscing through the old good times. O'well!

grow hair grow

2011-09-30T01:01:00.002+08:00

Dear hair,

grow faster, will you? It has been 9 months since i last chop it.

TGIF?!

2011-09-29T23:57:00.007+08:00

TGIF! or maybe not, i kinda dread for this Saturday tuition. Children Day is approaching and my main concern is their presents. Where am I going to get them the sword balloon they want, hmmms.. Arrgg, these 6 years old kids driving me crazy. At least for the 8, 9, 10 years old is easier to deal with, a pizza or some potato chips or fererro chocs will do.

Kays la, tmrw after work, going down to tamp to buy whatever is needed for them that is within my means and have dinn at bakerzia.

Singapore F1 Race 23 Sep 2011, Friday

2011-09-29T22:46:00.005+08:00

Last friday yea, went to the crowded city throng with people from all walks of life all over the world whom were down to catch a glimpse of the F1 race. & thanks to my sis whom won a pair of tixs (lucky she), i got to watch it too.

Suppose to meet sis at 9 at Raffles City and guessed what, I waited for her for 1.5 hours and my patience/tolerance level were boiling at the brim then. She was released from poly forum desaru camp/trip at 10pm at Republic Poly. Like a awesome right, make me wait like some idiot. Tskkk..

In the meanwhile, i when to grab dinn at soup spoon and desserts at yoguru. Thankfully for that, if not I will be like staring at the time moving with that turtle speed, and by the time she reached, i would feel like a year just passed. Nicey Shanice was very generous when i patronize her, see the amount of yogurt.

This is my experience to share regarding F1:

Literally, the car were barely noticeable, they zooooom pass so incredibly fast that it's is out of sight alry. The only thing to prove those cars existence was the noise, it will linger on your mind so clearly throughout the whole race. The very moment when there was silent after the event ended, I wondered how badly my eardrum had suffered srsly.

Next year will be Singapore last year hosting the F1 race. For those whom hasn't been to it, grab your one last time to witness this once in a lifetime experience in Sg.

One step a time

2011-09-14T23:23:00.005+08:00

Have a heart and spare a lil' of your time to do this, follow the steps below and when you're done, just drop it into any of the post box before 21th Sep. For each heart received, Singtel will donate $1. Join in kays!

Gtg now, I have project to deal with tmrw,

Talking abt project shall disgress a lil, just saw the news and they mentioned plans for halloween special at night safari is cancelled this year, and the SP students whom are attached to this particular major project for months now, their efforts are in vain, so demoralising right :( And my main point here is i have plans to visit this year and no chance to go alrdy :(((

Shall turn in to bed nawwws. Till then.

xoxo, goodnights!

food paradise

2011-09-14T01:05:00.010+08:00

My first time going to buddy hoagies. Went with my sister after we ended our day at the tuition center on sat. A must eat for cheese and baked potatoes lovers. I'm one of them :D

Oh wells, we headed to the neighbourhood for some lantern festival celebration organised by my sis's friend and left shortly. Pretty bored since we didn't know much people ard there.

Sunday routine was tuition from 1.00 to 2.30, meet mum and cousins to buy groceries at bedok ntuc for potluck the next day, then to granny's house, back home and then to velocity's lao bei jing :) yoohoooooooooooooo.

anonymous

2011-09-12T01:07:00.004+08:00

hello peopooooe, I'm back!

I ordered this online sometime back, after the day my sis pulled me into Paul Frank shop at ION and pointed from a purse to pajamas she wanted for her birthday. Yea, so i give her something Paul Frank, blue ipad case to be exact. I love the design too and bought a red one myself even though i don't own any ipad or netbook, hahahha.

On the very same particular day, she wanted to walk in LV shop too, but i stopped her. I just felt we were underdressed. She went on talking abt how she wish she own one someday.

So for her present, I decided to put the Paul Frank case into the LV shopping bag, thinking that she will be so surprised and assumed that I bought her one of the LV bag. Apparently, she wasn't suprised and asked me where did I get the shopping bag from, looks realll. My dear ah, totally authentic okayy!

It's just didn't went according to how I imagined :( Disappointed in how it turns out.

Oh wells, she is getting her LV soon anyway, Miss Choo's friend going France to buy. I heard it cost a hundred plus which they say it's super cheap.

bye poepeoooooo, xoxo.

It's all about sissli.

2011-09-09T02:01:00.007+08:00

On my way to science center with sis last Sunday. She was going to meet Mr Lee Hsien Loong and receive some award and the whole family was invited to attend the prize presentation as well as a reception. She must be somewhat smart, just that we didn't know.

And today, it's her special day. Her 18th birthday!

I decided to upload photos of us since young.

(not done yet, to be continued tmrw, i'm tired noww)

get busy.

2011-09-05T21:48:00.001+08:00

IN THE MIDST OF WORKING ON MY REPORT!

CIAOS FOR NOW.

Great catchup.

2011-09-04T01:37:00.021+08:00

Met up with cousins.

Everyone is so busy w their schedule, it's hard to get everybody out. One's gone sailing, one's mia, one's struggling w prelims and o' and another is cooping w a' and ns. Oh well, we decided to meet up very randomly just this week.

WARNING: THIS POST CONTAINS HEAVY PHOTO SPAM

My love! Froyo from yogurt story, it has got Original/Green Tea/Peach/Tigerbeer flavours to choose from with any 2 toppings at $4. I was craving so badly yesterday and so i influenced them to buy it too. Pebbles w oreo choc topped on original froyo is soooooo me. I never fail to get this combi at any froyo shop. Hahahha,

The lanterns were so awesomely prettaye. Along Clarke Quay central, you will get to feel the festive mood ongoing with those colourful lightings litted, kids carrying those lanterns with music all over the place, lots of families and tourists snapping photos wherever you turned to, and also not to forget there were lantern riddles for the public to guess. I had no ideas how people solve those riddles. Chim-o-logy. One of the riddle was 早报, and guess an idiom. Answer: 不明不白.

Can you guess which zodiac they are? But cute, aren't they?

Central BBQ chicken for super late dinn.

the Chinese word for night! (pronounced as *yea*)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

2011-08-09T16:11:00.009+08:00

On this very special day, as a patriotic citizen of Singapore, I would like to dedicate a post for this little red dot that has sheltered me with everything I need for the past 19 years.

There were times when thoughts such as 'Singapore is so small' , 'The weather in Singapore is killing me' , 'How I wish I'm born in America' and many more.. We can't help but to keep comparing with those big countries. But heyyyy, think again. Singapore has its irresistible appeal too & the other side of the world isn't that green either.

Think about the safety, the economy, the clean and green society, the education system, the healthcare resources available, Singapore is of the best country with such high quality of life and standard of living in the world. Shouldn't we be contented?

We have to admit that travelling around in Singapore is pretty easy, convenient and fast, since it is 15,000 times smaller than USA. For people like me, whom can't take long journey rides and get carsick easily. You love Singapore, don't you?

No matter what, I feel proud being born in Singapore to be part of the 4.5 millions whom are residing in one of the 20 smallest countries in the world. How cool right? The country is small but yet have a big population. Another very unique social phenomenon especially when the people here all belong to different ethnic groups, religions and languages. Thanks to the diverse cultures and races, we are more than a bilingual, plus we even have a special identity that Singaporeans shared - our very own flavor of English with the "LAH", "LEH", "LOR", "ORH" etc.. that we speak unknowingly. Not to forget, we get to enjoy the vast variety of food offered.

If you are thinking of visiting anywhere in Asia, this would be a good place to visit first where you would most likely not feel out of place or experience any great culture shock!

2011-05-09T00:43:00.002+08:00

now listening to AS - when i fall,

it's a melody that i really like :D

i have made up my mind to save up for real,

i will succeed. stay tune to it.

pleasant day.

2011-04-13T00:15:00.007+08:00

Today is Free Cone Day, headed to Heeren for free Ben&Jerry ice-cream w sis and i tried the new flavor, clusterfluff. It was really nice. I like it. However, my sis find it too sweet.

The afternoon heat totally can kill srsly! I totally feel like pulling up the maxi dress to the knee level the whole time.

We walked to dhouby ghaut and then bused to beach road as my sis was planning to do name tags for her group and so i tagged along. We went off in diff. way later as she was going for chalet and so i went to mac for my brunch-dinner while trying to finish the book i borrowed the other day at bishan library.

The book turned out to be good eventually. It opened me up to the bigger world, make me understand what life really is, and teaches me how to be happy with what i should be.

Interested to know what's the title of the book? Country girl city girl. Snippet of it: It's abt how a country girl meet a city girl and they get along, growing up even though they have very different passion, conceptions, understanding of things. And of course, the girls' mum were both best friend before, one of them became an actress later and one move out of town to live to live in serenity and their child meet at the age of 14.

I returned the book and borrowed another. House Rules by Jodi Picoult.

Tomorrow, I'll be attending a talk to figure if that is something i would want to do in the future, at the same time to understand what it is all about. Maybe it will be something i like, or maybe not. If it is something that i don't think i would fit in, then i shall explore other alternatives then.

For the month of April, I'll be working again but only on the 19th, just one day. Ohwell, 60 bucks is alot!

2011-04-06T03:24:00.002+08:00

I MISS BKK ! WOULD LIKE/LOVE TO GO THERE AGAIN.

ohhh, and a piece of news to share, i joined tumblr, 'm still a novice.

http://wanwildwords.tumblr.com

2011-04-06T02:55:00.003+08:00

Striked out lots of to-do on the list today, sense of accomplishments :D

Sis agreed to treat me gongcha and mac breakfast after her mentor training camp if i help to run errands for her. Yeaa, so went to plaza by the park today to collect a backpack that she won from facebook. Have to say Facebook is one of the best platform for organisation to held quiz, competition and etc. Ivan also won an ipad from there. Hmmm, i'm next! to win a dslr? hahahah, seriously.. that'll be great.

Strolled ard the place afterthat, was intending to head to bugis to grab some food thr, however, i walk the opposite way and ended up at dhouby ghaut. along the way, i almost had the verge to ask an Caucasian for directions but embarrassed to do so.

Bused to granny's place for dinner. A lonely one, no cousins went :( Heard that Ferron is passing out next week, wooohhoo how fast!

xoxox,

goodnight!

THE VOLUME

2011-04-06T01:31:00.003+08:00

DEAR HAIR,

I MISS U, XOXOX.

myjourney&ibelieve

2011-04-05T22:46:00.005+08:00

PICSPAM

2011-02-06T22:51:00.005+08:00

there are many other more w my cousins and sis.

HEY! IT'S 2011 NOW.

2011-01-04T00:51:00.003+08:00

BYEBYE 2010, HELLO 2011.

FOR 2011, I WELCOMED IT WITH A NEW HAIRSTYLE.
IT DOESN'T LOOK AS GREAT AS I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE THOU.
GROW HAIR GROW, SMOOTH HAIR SMOOTH :D

2011'S NEW YEAR RESOLUTION, I DECIDED TO PUBLICIZE IT UP HERE SO AS I CAN KEEP TRACK & MAKE SURE I REACH IT.

THE LIST:
1. SLEEP EARLY - BEFORE 12
2. EAT HEALTHY FOOD, LESS GARBAGE FOOD
3. SAVE 3000 LIQUID CASH AT THE END OF 2011
4. TRAVELTRAVELTRAVEL

MOTTO FOR 2011:
1. PUT IN MY BEST WHEN I AGREED TO DO SOMETHING
2. BE CONTENTED & HAPPY AND CHERISHED EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE

ACTUALLY I DON'T HAVE DEFINE GOALS/AIMS I WANT TO ACHIEVE.
JUST AS LONG AS THE DAYS IS WELL SPENT, GOOD MEMORIES THAT WILL DO.

WELCOMING A BRAND NEW YEAR WITH WIDE OPENING HAND.
IT WILL BE A EVEN BETTER YEAR :D

Z.I.L.I.A.N-ING.

2010-11-09T01:41:00.002+08:00

JUST FOR FUN. LIFE HAS BEEN TOO BORING MUCH.

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND!

ESP. SHANNY JESS JIA

MEETING UP AGAIN SOON! WEEHHHH

NOT TO FORGET, KOROUJINGYING TOO :D

HELP ME PLEASE.

2010-10-11T01:38:00.002+08:00

I wish i can sell off my kpop night concert tix really soon!

If any of you whom are looking for tickets happen to chance by.

Do contact me at fish_lim92@hotmail.com OR 96304217

Thanks!

I wish i could know what lie ahead of me.

I wish i could know where i'm going.

But i know, there won't be any fun if i know it all!

So clueless is something good, i suppose?

But i somehow hate the feeling when keep me in suspense.

Irony, i know. Teheehee :B

Sorry guys to waste your time reading!

But i know you will say 'nevermind, it's alrights!' when it indeed mind you.

And for those that say 'yeah, it did mine. you're LAME.' you didn't mind.

Am i right? Yeah. I know.

I killed a minute or two of your boring day.

Ahaahhahah. Thanks for reading anyway.

I still have NO IDEA of what i'm going to do in future :[ hmmps..

THE EXPRESSION SO ..

2010-09-17T19:48:00.001+08:00

CUTE MUCH.

Even if it's just once..

2010-09-17T02:31:00.002+08:00

“After our debut, i brought home my first earning because i wanted to give it to him, but he had already passed away” “If i had a wish, i’d wish for my father to come to my concert. Even if it’s just once.” -DongHae

2010-09-11T13:09:00.003+08:00

hi, i'm back. exams' over and the best part, school break :D
hmmm, but i think most of the time will be spend on working to earn extra pocket money.

But i am spending money like a running tap, oh my god! Someone please stop me, but can let me shop at bugis first?

i'm working now with a noob sitting beside me. she i s tempting me with her food, make me wanna go buy, but i just had a heavy lunch :(

did i mention i just had a haircut on thursday after my last paper? ahahhaha,

H-O-L-I-Y-A-Y

2010-08-10T22:02:00.002+08:00

Has been nua-ing around the house for the past two days.
Came down with a running nose and burning throat since sunday afternoon.
Guess must be the fast food i ate for lunch/dinner since friday.

Feeling better today, as in able to have the energy to get out of the house.

I want to go bugis soon. I want to buy denim jeans. &&&
I want to do something to my hair,'ve been saying this for million of years alry, hahahaha, (Jiajia and jess are sick of listening to it)

Hmmm, i will blog soon.

Stuck!

2010-06-22T21:49:00.003+08:00

MIAMI! busybusybee.
Twitter totally overtake blogs, don't you agree?

I hope friday's presentation end well :D
I reallyreallyreally have the phobia of being shoot by questions.

Shall do up aircon now and sleep.

I hope they will get over it soon :D thou it's really hard.
Their hearts has been shattered & they need to piece it back bit by bit.

i thankyou if you do so.

2010-06-04T00:57:00.004+08:00

SO BROKE! FEED ME WITH MONEY :D
I have the urge to shop, really..
opps :X why did I confess? I shouldn't have.

(x) sorry mr.boogie ME+U surprise party NU ABO

2010-06-04T00:22:00.007+08:00

"It is difficult to say what is impossible, for the dreams of yesterday are the hopes of today, and the realities of tomorrow."

The definition of impossible is so hard to define. Don't you agree?

H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S-! yoohoo :D

What's next? What lies ahead?

sweet short update

2010-05-28T19:17:00.003+08:00

Time to tune to study mood.
3 papers to go.

Why am I smiling? I shouldn't be.
I'm stressed actually.
(the above photo was taken sometimes back weeks ago)

Seunghyun darling, you're my motivation ♥

Time, please stop.

2010-05-20T21:00:00.002+08:00

wellwell.

see that? term test are approaching.
i thought school just started? heehee.

projects are piling high.
i can't see the other side now.

zzzZzzz

2010-05-18T02:08:00.001+08:00

It's past two midnight now.
I should sleep now.

SO RAMDOM.

2010-05-16T18:37:00.004+08:00

I've a phone, but i can't be reach most of the time.
I've a blog, but i don't update it often.
Heeeehee :D

I'm sorry.

Show you guys something.

My fridge is growing fast.
Errm, actually not that fast, since new year.
It should be time past fast.

I was bored yesterday, so i took a handful of photos.
& I really believe fridge led to pimple.
Because i had two new pimples on my upper right cheek now.

Happyhappyb'dae!

2010-04-25T15:23:00.003+08:00

This song is dedicated for Jiayu darling. Happy 18th Birthday.
I'm 2 days late.
Anyway, hope you like it :D

Bye, i'm going out now.

2010-04-20T00:49:00.002+08:00

Well. I'm stress up. i don't want a lesson to wreck my Tuesday afternoon for the whole of this semester. Ahhh, it's getting on my nerves.

I guessed the chances of getting my second appeal successful is minimal.
Maybe, I should be prepared to face this truth, since it might be permanent.

First day of school for my Year 2, I'm not getting the hang of it. The interest level of all the subject is at the lowest point. Really, I don't know how am I supposed to survive this semester. Please brainwash me how good this course is? I really need one. Otherwise, I'm afraid .. I might just hate school.

I was sitting at the lecture theater thinking how good would it be if I'm now learning drawing at the other block. Dreamdreamdream on.
& the next thing i could have find myself, every stepping goals and dreams CRASH.

Husbands :D

2010-04-10T02:22:00.007+08:00

Third on my list: Jung Jinwoon, Yeseung.

Second: Choi Minho

First: Song Seunghyun. Duhhh..

Ahh, he's mine, not showing you his photo. Heeheee.

i'm so tired

2010-04-09T00:34:00.002+08:00

ahhh, my energy booster :D

start saving money when school reopens, like what jess say.
then i will be able to pay for trip to korea.

2010-03-26T22:37:00.005+08:00

Yaber-duper-yoo-er-doo..
I'm back again, world!

Today supposed to be out with many other friends.
Last minute, somehow a change of plan.
So decided to go tamp mall with JessJia for dinner.
but Jia didn't turn up :(
Never mind, shall meet her next week for gym?

I got zi-lian just now i guess. maybe it's becos i'm bored.
heeheeeeeeeeeeeeehhee.

While typing out the word hee. i just thought of something.
Call me mrs song. woohoo. & i'll call you mrs kim.
But i just don't like being call mrs. hmmm.. miss is preferred.
miss song then :D

i covered my eyebrows because it seem weird.

i want money desperately.

I 'm greedy

2010-03-26T01:17:00.005+08:00

I want long hair. Grow hair grow.

I envy people with blonde hair, one example is Taylor Momsen

I want some money. I seems to have a list of stuff i want to buy. I want a job, part-time/ temporary/ weekends. I do have a list of what i would want to do/ achieve, but somehow the list never go empty, instead it's never ending.

2010-03-25T22:05:00.005+08:00

(eh, wanyu..long time no visit.)
it seemed like this blog doesn't belong to me,i hardly visit it.

Anyway..

this holiday is really sleep till anytime i want to wake up. i love this kind of waking-up style as i don't have to drag myself out of the bed unwillingly.

most of the time i'm at home, either in front of a television or lappy. occasionally i get to go out. But we'r really broke so Jess and I went job-hunting. It was in vain though.

Tmr going out to k celebrate.. ~~Saturday going to 4e3 BBQ?~~ (i saw on facebook it was cancelled.)

everything lies in your own hand.
decide what you really want in life.

i should end my high over-dosage of you-tubing before new school term start.

Puffy-eyebags

2010-03-08T02:58:00.005+08:00

well. it's going 3am.
i shall blog tomorrow thou i had changed the skin.

toodles, nights/morning.

Change

2010-03-07T23:33:00.001+08:00

i guess i'm sick of my blog that's why i don't want to update.

Hmmm, time for change.
I'gonna find a new skin.

Introducing to you

2010-03-01T01:46:00.003+08:00

My hubby Song Seunghyun.

He's singing I'm Yours.
I'm his, hahahhaha <3

We grow up together

2010-02-15T23:17:00.007+08:00

Photos taken every new year :D

2010

(L to R: Fangying 95, Shiqi 93, Me 92, Ferron 92, Shangfa 91, Floyd 93)

2009

2008

2010-02-15T01:48:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR :DDDD

The new year spirit is dying down for this year.
Ferron is sick and Floyd is injured. Get well soon :D
Left with Fangying Shangfa Shiqi and me. Mahjong.
Qinqin jie won one round when she played only play one round.
She has a new official name- Joelle Lim.

We are meeting up tomorrow.
Most probably going Central district in the evening.

Shouldn't reunion dinner be a happy one?
Yesterday I had reunion dinner at some restaurant. And it might be our last time going to that particular restaurant because my uncle actually paid a few hundred dollars for two table. After we have eaten, when we were leaving, the person dont allow my dad and another uncle to go. They asked my dad and uncle to pay. The receipt was left in the car. So one of them go and get the receipt while the other four/five uncles came to scold the person who accuse them for eating for free. People that we dining there, were all looking at them. All the cousins were standing outside looking at how they scold the lady/waitress who insist we eat free meal.

2010-01-19T20:18:00.002+08:00

take it as i'm blogging bi-weekly?
i can't guarantee when the next time i'm gonna blog.

days fly exceptionally fast this year.
i don't know if it applies the same to you.
one plus month to holidays!

currently hooked onto Jong Hoon & Jong Hyun :D

The start of new journey

2010-01-02T16:09:00.005+08:00

New year eve 31 th December 2009 -- Countdown at downtown east with jess, jia, sijin and daryl. after cab to jonathan's house. All the six of us ton. Besides chionging for rebus project never sleep, thsi is my first time awake throughout playing poker, wii, internet, tv.

At ard 7plus, bused house and 58 is real fast. Less than 5 stop, I reached home and I slept till afternoon.

Today is a wonderful day to play badminton. I'm playing later with Koli and Jess.
Bye,

Goodbye 2009 / 17th, hello 2010 / 18th.

2010-01-02T13:27:00.006+08:00

Goodbye 2009. Hello 2010!

2009 is a year of new experiences/changes.

Work in many fields from CK department store to banquet to office doing admin, key in cheques to tutoring to etp. Moving on to polytechnic. Initially, I dont like the idea of coming to the new environment as I would have to start every thing anew from making friends with stranger. I missed those times in secondary, the friends, the environment. At least now, tp is no longer a stranger to me, I made a bunch of great friends.

Thanks everyone for making 2009 a beautiful year to live.

I wish everyone around me are healthy and happy everyday :D

My 2010's new year resolution are to come up with a saving habit and find out what i want to do when i grow up.

Goodbye seventeen, hello eighteen D:

After going through all the photos taken in 2009. I realised I'm not in contact with 2e4 or 4e3 clique.

Next stop.

2009-12-15T15:58:00.000+08:00

I've not been visiting blogger for quite some time.
Since last friday, addicted to watching Autumn's Concerto 下一站, 幸福.
I didnt really know how I found the link to the show.
But it's really nice and touching. Made me tears almost every episode.
Waiting for the next episode to come out, hahahhaha.

What lies ahead of your future? Have you thought of what you want to become?

Next stop.

2009-12-15T15:42:00.004+08:00

HAPPY B'DAY, YANLING!
Yesterday, dental appt and after which, celebrated Yanling's birthday at Parkway Parade with Sijin, Jess, Jiayu, Jonathan and Daryl. Nya couldnt make it. Dined at NewYork.New York. My first visit. And to be guilty about it, I carry only 9 dollars out.

The story goes like this...

2009-12-01T01:31:00.006+08:00

I'm regretting.
Facing it with calmness is the only thing I can do right now.

I shall put my heart and soul into my studies right now.

Think no more. CONCENTRATE!

I don't want to have anymore regrets.

PEACE :D

Magic show :D

2009-11-26T01:56:00.003+08:00

Fair.

Tanned.

Fair again.

Tanned again.

I want a complexion between it. How to achieve??

2009-11-15T20:59:00.003+08:00

My name is 楊小俞.
Call me 俞姐.
I'm a rocker.

I ♥ Fabien Yang Qi Yu.

Hahahaahah, I've blogged. Zhuang Xiao Quan.

Focal point..

2009-11-10T21:27:00.004+08:00

Was camping myself at youtube few hours ago.
Went down to lounge today for GLs interview.
Need to start revising and studying.
Want to watch my girlfriend is an agent, this is it and astroboy badly.

Twice and still counting.

2009-11-06T21:56:00.013+08:00

Today was awesome. Went katong with Jess, Jia and Ling for K.

It was my second time visiting such places.

The first time was exactly one year ago.

Straight after O' last paper, we went to Hougang Kbox.

Back to zero. I need to start it all again. ($)

2009-11-05T01:52:00.006+08:00

Happybirthday, bestfriend J! May you have a memorable day.

My another bestfriend J, don't sad. next year I help you celebrate grandgrand. Hahahah, countdown to another 5+ months.

Waited for Jess and Jia for their cds to end before meeting shanny for dinner at swensens! Our initial plan for dinner was actually 85.

So, camped in school with Momo, Brandon and Reid from 4 to 6. Momo left after playing several round of Daidee.

We then made our way to basketball court. After playing for some time, they sat in the centre of the half court, watching others playing and ask me go practice shooting.

Thanks for those encourging words, when the ball just didnt get into the net for the umpteen times.

Dined at tampmall swensens. Jess and Jia were really funny, they did a list of funny stuffs. Hahahahah. Seriously.

It has been months since we meetup Meishan. MJJW promised to do mass shopping after shan back from holiday's trip. However, we didnt. Nevermind, anyways, we will be meeting up again for shan's birthday dinner two weeks from now.

It's the birthday-makes-people-broke week.

2009-11-02T23:14:00.004+08:00

Deprived sleep like don't know how many days liaos.

Since friday after school, headed to escape at 3 and worked till 11.30. Halloween.

Saturday, worked from 9 in the morning till 6.

The following day, Sunday worked from 9 to 6 again. After that, went down to jon's chalet till 11.

I really need discipline. I need to start revising my work. And stop using laptop till latenight.

11/1 Happy 17th, Jonathan.

11/2 Happy 17th, Audrey and Brandon.

11/3 Happy 16th, Floyd.

11/4 Happy 17th, Jess.

11/5 Happy 17th Rithy. 18th?

11/6 Happy 17th Zhihan.

11/7 Happy Birthday, Daddy and Mummy.

polished.

2009-10-27T23:09:00.004+08:00

Apparently, the stone in my mind is cleared for now.

Till the results is out, I'm prepared to carry that burden of mine once again.

But hopefully, I'll be able to make it through.

I wish like to save up all the allowance my parents gave.

Arhh, I know it's not possible. Bye!

Lolly.

2009-10-23T00:46:00.003+08:00

Jia, the one holding the paper lolly is owoquan.

Sleepyheads.

2009-10-20T00:27:00.002+08:00

School is really boring especially when you've a long day to go.

After lessons, went to watch Pandorum. In the first half and hour, I dread to continue watching because the show was to some extent, gory, scary and loud. My heart cannot take it, too thrilling. I don't like sci-fi, all was too fake because it wouldn't happened on this world. I wanted to give up watching but upon seeing Jess and Jia seems interested, I continued watching. On the later part, it was more adventurous. Itwas good overall because they made their way out of the other planet.

Next time dont go watch this kind le.

I want to watch astroboy leh :D

I failed to restrict myself from western food on the very first day :(

Say hello and embrace everything ahead.

2009-10-15T21:56:00.007+08:00

School's reopening in two days time. And I'm offically back to blogging.

This holiday, I didn't really pampered myself with anything literally. No new bag nor phone. Two new clothes. My liquid savings? $18.

Damn pathetic, I know.

Nevermind, when the next semester holiday comes..

Anyway, I did practice new healthy eating habits. Plenty plain water, cherry tomatoes and yogurt. No fast or fried food. I shall quit my love for design's western and engine's thai.

Replies;

Jess: wangzi cuter, hahaha. and I've relinked.

Stephanie: nya, going... going for the open house event. hahhaha.

Suting: ting, don't drag me in. hhahahah.

Firdaus: I mati? you go mop floor (ma-di) lar. You sure don't get it.

Jiayu: so long never see you le.

Entertainment :D

2009-10-09T23:36:00.003+08:00

I've been camping at youtube for quite some days. hahahah.
It's really bored to stuck at home and can't watch tv.
So.. Youtube become my source of entertainment.

I hoped my forgetfulness forget it.

2009-10-02T17:52:00.004+08:00

Bitterly disappointed.

It seemed like you didn't comprehend the meaning of understanding and trust in friendship.

I'll Be Back Soon.

2009-09-28T22:44:00.004+08:00

You might be thinking this blog is too dead.

Hahahahaa, blame it to my lazy, if not, busy.

Bye. I'll be back.

Count your blessings and be contented

2009-09-14T01:36:00.007+08:00

Boring Sunday evening with no tvprogramme that interest me. So, I spend time bloghopping on some Sg famous bloggers and chanced upon this site about a little girl at the age of 4 suffering from a rare cancer.

The mother was a divorcee as the husband left her for a friend of hers when she was pregnant with the little girl and that now her daughter encounter an illness.

Don't you think life's hard on the mom? She has gone through the worst already.

Tears trickle after reading her story. I get to realise I'm really fortunate though I don't come from a well-off background but at least I have a complete family that give me the love I need. For that, I'm thankful.

Seriously, I would like to contribute in helping the little girl but I dont know how to.

freepills

2009-09-10T01:34:00.004+08:00

feeling down at the moment? have a happy pill.
i promise, as if it's going to cure anything.

my sky's still grey, let it rain.

2009-09-10T00:22:00.005+08:00

my head is heavy.
there's so many things to pour out and sort it.
i'm trying not to see, not to think and let it be.
but i just can't.

i spend 30 today treating my sis fish&co. how kind ):
good news, she got in dpa, aviation management. congrats! :D
the option to accept and reject lies in her, she is still considering.

give me 36,000 now. xiexie.
i will call you again for another sum.

Dreamer.

2009-09-09T00:55:00.004+08:00

I've been thinking alot lately. My day at work was bored until I'm daydream most of the time. I even did self reflection on myself.

I want to learn to be more tough, as in not to cry easier.
I want to learn to be a better person, treating people around me better esp my parents.
I want to learn to be a generous giver, like Jess who always donate. I wish I can become a volunteer in third world country or maybe become friends with prisoner who are willing to change for the better, i wish i can help them.
I want to learn to be more knowledgeable.
I want to learn to appreciate everything I have in life.

I realised I interested in photography, astrology, tarot card reading, and the 8 planets esp. on aliens existence(i really hope to meet an alien someday).

I think I'm thinking way too much.

Jess Really Scared Me On Monday Afternoon. I Didn't Know What To Do. I Felt Helpless. She Was Pale. Cold. Fainting. Glad That She Was Alright Now.

I need my sleep now, work start at 9 tmr ):

Bloodties.

2009-09-09T00:29:00.006+08:00

Today, it's 09.09.09
Happy 16th Birthday ah-mei.

I wish you become more generous.
I wish you become more thoughtful.
I wish you become soft spoken.
I wish we are on peaceful terms every single day, though it's really impossible.
I wish you get good grades in your studies and make mummy and daddy proud.

:D

KIMBUM :D

2009-09-02T01:00:00.003+08:00

I don't know what photo to upload. Hahaha, anyway, he's cute.

We'll know it.. doesn't belong.

2009-09-02T00:38:00.007+08:00

Blogger is normal at the moment.

I bet it's going to last less than a day.

-.-

Shall see.

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Shooo pimples and pigmentation.

Flawless, why can't I have.

I need to do somthing to my ruinous face.

In the first place, can it be save?

A part of everything i do.

2009-09-01T20:14:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'm updating. But seriously Blogger's blogging format is still
very wrong despite the umpteen times I've tried to log in. Urggh!

Holidays has begun since a week ago.

Yesterday, went Ikea and then haircut with Jess. Hahahaha, I was very picky about which shop to cut, while Jess is super easy-going. After walking one small round of Bedok, I told her go petal garden there cut. Muhahahahha, :D

I've just started working at Escape today, from 9 to 3.30.
Time past very very slow mians, especially in the morning.
Bored.
Jess and Jinjin works from 12 to 8.30, Jus and Fi works from 2 to 8.30.

I don't know what to wear for SU event this friday. Theme is dream -.- This is the first time ever in my life I've to think deep what I should wear. Currently, I'm still clueless about it.

Fight the bad feeling.

2009-08-11T21:56:00.000+08:00

Well, I camped my day at facebook again. Guessed it's really not easy to quit addicting.

My dearfriends,
Congrats! Rebus is offically over.
No more rushing till late night.
Don't think too much, everything will be alright! :D

Bye, Lappy.

2009-08-10T17:54:00.006+08:00

Lately I've been camping infront of the computer playing facebook games.

I've made up my mind, shall restrain myself from using excessively till exams ends.

Happy Birthday Singapore!

2009-08-09T23:11:00.008+08:00

Today woke up at 12. I almost didn't have the chance to watch Jess's boyfriend, Min-Ho. Hahahha.

Went Tampines with Mummy in the afternoon, she wanted to get me a new phone. But none except

one caught my eyes, but it's too expensive. Mummy wanted to pay for it. But I felt guilty because I
scared I don't know how to treasure, so I rejected her offer. I told her i shall get it when the price is
lower. No new phone. Instead, I got a jacket from IP ZONE at $6.

I saw Audrey Yong saluting to Mr SR Nathan President on the television.

drink and drown.

2009-08-09T02:33:00.011+08:00

This whole post was written to vent anger.

I cannot stand the way my dad handles stuffs.

Daddy is forever drinking beer late at nights making himself mambo.

And I totally hate the kind of mambo dad i get. He thinks those beers

are able to drown his sorrows. How wrong. At the end of it, he finds

himself facing a worser cash-tight situation. Here I'm, trying hard to

lighten the financial crisis he will be facing, there he is, splurging those

money like he has plenty of it. Apparently, I seems to be more concern

about the future cash-situation than he is.

Just now, while waiting for him to finish up his drinks at the void deck,

his friends ask him to treat them before he leave. My kind Dad pull out

a $50note. I pia-ed so hard trying to earn money so that you dont need

to worry about me if you were cash-tight, and there you are, wasting

money on such impractical stuffs.

I'm sorry but I've just labelled your friends as 猪朋狗友,

who asked them to take your money for granted.

My friends are much better compared to yours. For example, Jess will

try to help within her means. Jia said don't buy clothes, if i want, lend

from her. Bro offered to lend me money, he say he is able to lend a few

hundreds. HAHAHAH, but i told him i felt guilty having to lend money

and he offered me to go work at his workplace at Marina.

I hope you stay away from those 猪朋狗友.
You quit smoking for me, could you quit drinking for this family?

Finding air to breathe.

2009-08-08T13:23:00.015+08:00

Woke up at 10.30 by myself, and tidied up my room. Some achievement.
Finally, i have a conducive environment to study.

I'm going to work later at suntec.

Why I don't have the ability to earn a stable income while studying.

I sound so desperate for money.

I found back my laughter only when i'm with my friends. xiexienimen.

A bad dream turn reality.

2009-08-06T23:17:00.005+08:00

Finally, i decided to change my bloglink. Relink yea, thank you! :D

Project work almost killed us. Glad that rebus presentation's over! Thou it didnt turned out well. No point regretting, shall study hard and score well for my exams.

I prayed lastnight, but it didnt turn out the way.The dreadful dream came true. I cried so much after learning about it. I'm scared and helpless. I cant picture how life's going to be like in future. I guessed everyone is depressed by the news but yet nobody say anything. The house is exceptionally quiet. After today, my life might be much tougher than before. I've to find a part time job soon. And i've to be thrifty than usual.

Hope everything alrights.
Hope everything will be back like it's before.
Hopefully.